The Journey
What lies before me seems
like a punishment for a guilty soul.
So many things to own up to
and lay before me, to release the
responsibility thrown onto others
and embrace the shadow, the dark shadow
of all of my impure sentiments.
My ego strives for perfection and
even then, it seeks for more.
It creates suspicion and anger,
fear and judgement, where there
can be none.
I must face this journey alone
and say goodbye to all that I love;
I must embrace my insanity,
my inner rage.
In the light of darkness I am flawed,
worthless and unloved.
Lambs to slaughter in this world
of control and fear,
I wonder if I can face life without
all the lies that I lived through in my life
and that shaped the façade that presents
himself to the world each day.
The deeper one looks within,
the more one owns up,
the more one sees emerging from the lie.
There is light at the end of the tunnel,
but I am only at the beginning.
The journey begins……….
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I have recently found stability in my practice, and I relate a lot to what you have written.
Thank you for sharing.
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keep diving into the sediment 
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