tantra- the map

[Katrine (Katrine Kristiansen)]

Thank you all for wonderful posts here…
Christi wrote:

I have been reading Tolles’ new book recently, and in it he says that women naturally have a less dense ego than men. So it is easier for them to get enlightened ! I have suspected this for a long time, but I would never dare to say it in case I was accused of sexism. So it was great to see that Tolle thinks it is the case too. Lots of reasons to celebrate… for the ladies anyway .

Yes…
Although this refers to different stages…of the transformation.
Women are…receptive. I do believe that it is easier for a woman to be effortless…to listen.
But I have pondered this. It is - at one stage - easier when the ego is less dense. But…now…I yearn to give all of me away. That is why I feel it is so crucial to be …comepletely together inside. In order for me to flow with all my heart towards the light…then I must be collected. In order for this collectedness to happen, all must be revelaed within me. So right now, the balance between seeing and listening has to be…just right. Only then will action be just right. Everything I am not must be seen. How else can I give it away freely? A dense ego can then be helpful - if enough courage is available to face it. What I offer, is then more of me. A greater space may be cleared. (I don’t know this…but I wonder)
In the end…it matters not what your gender is. All that matters is that you are. All of it.

But actually the first time I felt another beings heart centre was twelve years ago on the astral plane. It was the heart centre of an angel (the one’s made of golden light that look a bit like humans, only golden, and made of light ) It connected it’s heart with mine, not as a form of lovemaking, but as a form of communication. It simply wanted to communicate love, like “It’s all right, I’m a divine being centered in love”. As soon as the communication had been felt, it ended the connection. Actually, it was more like a communion than a communication, and it completely amazed me.

This is beautiful, Christi. In communion…we are one.
There is such a huge difference between “making love” and “communicate love”. The first involves the play of the senses (which is also lovely), but the second is totally selfless…it is the flow…the essence…of every being, spilling over and touching all indiscriminately. To communicate love is simply to shine. It is the light itself.
As for “what is appropriate or not” …in my experience everything must be allowed within (since it is already here) - in order to be shed light on. Everything. Nothing must be avoided…since suppression always separates. If I am patient and compassionate with myself - the inner contractions/attachments will reveal themselves to be reactive modes that happen… as substitutes to the real. It is my inner longing that fuels them…they will continue to happen until I taste the real.

There would be no desire to act on that feeling (because of the clarity of our awareness),

Yes. Because the clarity is the love. It is one and the same. Then receptivity has welcomed clarity…silence and light…and the result is love.
Nothing is needed when you are full of light. You may act…but not because of desire. The action just…comes.

[nandhi (Nandhi Tapasyogi)]

aum
sacred divine emc, yogani, christi,katrine, sparkle, rolf, shanti, meenakshi devi and all who graced this space, pranaams!
wow! wonderful wisdom shared by each of you- nandhi feels like a little boy amongst elders. gratitude for your sharing!
pranaams to each of you joyful beings. apologies for not being present here for a while and yet in the next inhale- here we are all together!
in pranaams as in dissolving to receive.
gratitude!
in school my favourite song was-
'count your blessings
name them one by one
count your blessings
see what god has done
count your many blessings…
may our awakened dance succumb time to enable vastness, our oneness and that joyful perfection flow in each breath’s awareness.
our inhale always enjoying the kundalini fire pot expanded in sensual to dissolve earth element as body and then as the water element knowing spirit having body experience and then as spirit set alight and as prana- the one who dwells beyond breath as source to breath. beyond and abive is our tantra that now clads space as clothes.
as the body of love while experiencing the river like thought flow into the ocean of wisdom’s alight lamp.
within this lamp as the sacred warmth is wellbeing and in our vastness in giving, the vastness in being as the angelic beings- the dolphin pods of oneness that vibrates in higher resonance.
cosmic embrace of love, oneness expanded and condensed as shared breath’s prasad of giant seeds of our mind sprouting to be the tree we truly are, so just to be still and simply enjoy oneness with sunlight and carrying the moonlight.
sacred blessings of each to each, so graced, guided and absorbed to be.
jai guruve thunai,

[Sparkle (Louis)]

Hi Katrine and nandhi, thanks for joining in.
Christi said:

What we are discussing must be a new area of experience for many people, and I can feel that there is some confusion amongst some of us (myself included) as to what is appropriate and not appropriate in terms of forming heart connections deliberately with other people, especially outside of marriage. We all seem to be saying at the same time that this is something that is a natural part of our evolution, and is beautiful and should not be denied or repressed, but also that it can be dangerous (for ourselves and others) and that very clear boundaries need to be held. Have I got this right?

It is my experience that very clear boundaries have to be held. From other discussions in the forum it can also be seen that even very evolved beings, gurus, masters etc. succumb to the temptations of crossing these boundaries.
Since the male/female issue has been raised, there is something that stand out for me.
It is the biological fact that men are still endowed with the basic instinct to seek procreation. This is evidenced by the fact that most men think about sex approximately every twelve seconds or so. This combined with testosterone makes it more difficult, in my view, for men to let go of the basic desires of the flesh.
The boundaries then for men are probably more difficult to hold than for women.
This biological fact is often overlooked in spiritual discussions and also by many women, who have difficulty getting past the view of the man as a biologically sexual predator. Oftentimes a man can be like this, especially if frustrated, but be an angel underneath
It probably is that heart opening connections with other people is a part of the process and may be just more of the scenery.
It would seem to me that through the AYP practices that love permeates in my being more readily as something independent, and also as something very peaceful.
This is in contrast to a powerful heart opening which would indicate the clearing of a blockage. I think I much prefer the gradual independent love, and by independent I mean of connecting with just one other person (which could include a partner).
Reading and participating in this thread has brought me back to experiencing a more universal love (thank you all).
I like the vision of the universe and each of it’s components, ranging from galaxies, to planets, to star clusters, to trees, to birds, to rocks, as all having ONE HEART.
To me it is the same “one heart” as the “sacred heart of Jesus”. Other traditions will also have their “one heart” representatives (perhaps Hanuman in the Hindu religion).
When I tune into this universal ONE HEART my love expands and becomes peaceful and more all embracing.
This kind of awareness makes it easier for me to hold boundaries and stay in the witness when entering the world of relationships, the world of duality and boundaries. I guess it all comes back to inner silence.

You (Louis) also seem to be saying: don’t use it as a form of healing, especially not to try and help ground someone who is recovering from an OBE. I would definitely agree with you there. This kind of thing could actually cause an out of body experience, and it is far from being a grounding practice… it is more like a “spread your wings and fly” practice.

I think the important thing is to be ethical, otherwise it can lead to abuse.
In the case you were referring to, it happened between us and was done with discussion and permission and started and continued at a very intuitive level. So how can we say don’t do this. It happened and we both learned a stack from it. Having said that, it is something I would not repeat for myself, much too intensive, although who knows what is around the corner
And yes, these Irish girls can be very naughty - I’m sure you know
Thanks again nandhi, Katrine, Christi, emc and everyone else for this discussion, it has been very rewarding for me.

[Christi (Tristan Dorling)]

Hi Katrine and Nandhi,
Well, what can I say, except that I cried tears of joy when I read both your posts.

Katrine wrote:
There is such a huge difference between “making love” and “communicate love”. The first involves the play of the senses (which is also lovely), but the second is totally selfless…it is the flow…the essence…of every being, spilling over and touching all indiscriminately. To communicate love is simply to shine. It is the light itself.

I can’t believe I have been such a fool for so long! This is obvious. This is why I still think this stuff is so important, because I am still looking outside myself for what has always been within. The love isn’t made between two people, it shines from the inner light, just like everthing shines from the light.
I have been looking at the moon for the light of the sun. We can see the light of the sun in the moon, but it is just a reflected light. The love felt between two people is real love, but it is just a reflection of the light (love) from the source. Why should we want to try and make (create) that which we already are? I have heard this many times, but I have never really felt it before.
This has been something that has always puzzled me about angels. They are fully content in themselves. They feel love, very intently, and they are that love, but they have no desire to make love. I can see why now, why should they when they are already fully immersed in that love? What is there to make? I often cry when angels touch me, and I can see why now. It’s because the love that they eminate has no desire in it, no need to engage another. They don’t want anything in return for their love, it is just the love that is, when there is a pure connection with the source.

Yes. Because the clarity is the love. It is one and the same. Then receptivity has welcomed clarity…silence and light…and the result is love.
Nothing is needed when you are full of light. You may act…but not because of desire. The action just…comes.

This is the same isn’t it… the clarity of pure awareness that creates the space for the light to shine. The white light came again last night, stronger than ever, straight in through the crown of my head. I felt overwhelmed by it, almost blinded.

Nandhi wrote:
cosmic embrace of love, oneness expanded and condensed as shared breath’s prasad of giant seeds of our mind sprouting to be the tree we truly are, so just to be still and simply enjoy oneness with sunlight and carrying the moonlight.
sacred blessings of each to each, so graced, guided and absorbed to be.

I am speechless (for once! )
In eternal gratitude
Christi

[Katrine (Katrine Kristiansen)]

Hi Nandhi

sacred blessings of each to each, so graced, guided and absorbed to be.

Thank you for embracing everything, Nandhi

wow! wonderful wisdom shared by each of you- nandhi feels like a little boy amongst elders

Your innocence is very contagious
Thank you for showering us with your song, Nandhi

[Katrine (Katrine Kristiansen)]

Hi Sparkle

It is my experience that very clear boundaries have to be held. From other discussions in the forum it can also be seen that even very evolved beings, gurus, masters etc. succumb to the temptations of crossing these boundaries

Yes, Louis. Boundaries are needed. Boundaries when it comes to the attatchments/inner contractions…the temptation to…act them out. This is the difficulty, though. This is why I hold myself back…I choose to supress instead of allow (within). It is easier…this is the way I am lazy. For it is ardous work to allow everything, yet not act on a personal level. Because it becomes so evident that I - as just the person - am not consciously connected to the light. This is devestating. But since I am so stubborn, it has to be so
So…for me…to always remember the light, involves consciously facing this disconnection again and again. Eventually the gaps expand…and transform themselves into space (Silence). Eventually these spaces touch each other…melt into each other…and are revealed as one and the same space. The very source of my being. The Heart. The Heart of all. It is the space that shines of itself. It is the space that is love. Luckily, it can’t be helped! (I mean - luckily, i have no power over it - it can’t never be ruined by me the person). This is the wonder. That it just is so. Thanks to grace - the light dissolves the identification with the person.

It would seem to me that through the AYP practices that love permeates in my being more readily as something independent, and also as something very peaceful.

Beautiful, Louis.

This is in contrast to a powerful heart opening which would indicate the clearing of a blockage. I think I much prefer the gradual independent love,

Yes…
Sometimes, though…a powerful heartopening is needed to be able to absorb and integrate the independent love.

and by independent I mean of connecting with just one other person (which could include a partner).

Yes…
But…still…what you are connecting to…is it really the person? See, this is what I mean…the important thing is the connection. I forget that I am already one…there is already only one of us. So…different experiences are needed for different people. But the end result is always the same:
Connection.
The continuous rememberance of the light. At first as a single thought, then gradually as the experience of the light itself.

[Katrine (Katrine Kristiansen)]

Lovely, Christi

Why should we want to try and make (create) that which we already are? I have heard this many times, but I have never really felt it before.

And when you feel this…I feel it too. This is the greatest wonder…
I am also very grateful

[emc]

Thank you, thank you, bless you all for writing in this thread!
Every thing has its time. As I see it there is a first huge step just to move from “having sex” into “making love” and get in touch with the inner silence during love making. The progress in tantra leads the energy toward the heart. Then during a period making love is THE thing; as separate beings we’re getting glimpses of unity and bow in gratefulness. Moving further and further from the senses, even making love looses its meaning as you describe so wonderful and clear. It’s obviously not a straight road, it is a forever mix of inner-outer-desire-love. Sexuality changes its character constantly. But it is forward and upward somehow.
This thread is so great. This is actually a part of information that I felt was missing in Yoganis tantra book. And it is great to discuss positive experiences, too. The forum is often filled with problems. Reports and experiences on progress and the beautiful results of practices is also needed as inspiration!
This is truly a gift, to be able to share with you! I deeply thank you for your enthusiasm! I have nothing to add right now. I have to ponder on your writings. Just wanted to salute you!

[Sparkle (Louis)]

Hi Katrine

Yes, Louis. Boundaries are needed. Boundaries when it comes to the attachments/inner contractions…the temptation to…act them out. This is the difficulty, though. This is why I hold myself back…I choose to suppress instead of allow (within). It is easier…this is the way I am lazy. For it is arduous work to allow everything, yet not act on a personal level. Because it becomes so evident that I - as just the person - am not consciously connected to the light. This is devastating. But since I am so stubborn, it has to be so
So…for me…to always remember the light, involves consciously facing this disconnection again and again. Eventually the gaps expand…and transform themselves into space (Silence). Eventually these spaces touch each other…melt into each other…and are revealed as one and the same space. The very source of my being. The Heart. The Heart of all. It is the space that shines of itself. It is the space that is love. Luckily, it can’t be helped! (I mean - luckily, i have no power over it - it can’t never be ruined by me the person). This is the wonder. That it just is so. Thanks to grace - the light dissolves the identification with the person.

Thank you for this Katrine, your such a treasure of earthy experiential wisdom.
This seems like the holding of the dual and non-dual together.
Like the experience of emptiness or spaciousness whilst at the same time feeling our foot touching the earth, of seeing a bird or a flower, whilst being aware inside that all is emptiness or spaciousness.
I did have a heart opening with someone a while back and the result of this was emptiness, but out of this emptiness flowed love from my heart. When I focused on the love too much it became foggy and restraining in some way. Then when I went into the emptiness again the love would renew itself out of my heart like a fresh spring flower.
These are the experiences that I am reminded of when I read your words. They are glimpses that soon got swamped in the day to day living of life, but they are treasured memories that are reference points and,as you say, will one day join up.
It seems like the outer life of boundaries and relationships is in a constant juggling act with the inner world of breaking down boundaries. It’s seems like the two have to be integrated in tandem. A bit of work on the inner and then integrate this in the outer. Does this make sense?
I can identify with laziness and stubborness . Have been reading and trying out Byron Katies methods and these are helping dissolve some of the inner boundaries.
I’m still not sure about this 100% focus on light. For instance the above experience of emptiness and love had no apparent light or colour in it.
Having said that I took much out of Christi’s story about the angel of gold in the heart experience.

But actually the first time I felt another beings heart centre was twelve years ago on the astral plane. It was the heart centre of an angel (the one’s made of golden light that look a bit like humans, only golden, and made of light ) It connected it’s heart with mine, not as a form of lovemaking, but as a form of communication. It simply wanted to communicate love, like “It’s all right, I’m a divine being centered in love”. As soon as the communication had been felt, it ended the connection. Actually, it was more like a communion than a communication, and it completely amazed me.

I’ve had this in the back of my mind. I had a experience with an angel some years ago when I needed some answers to a life dilemma. The experience was one talking to an angel and of golden light flooding my being. All my question were answered fully.
It is also curious to me that, for the past few months, when I say the word “wisdom” in samyama, I generally experience a golden light coming into my being.
So the other day I was thinking about your experience and the thought of connecting this golden light with my heart, as you experienced, seemed beautiful. I have been allowing this to happen and it is helping me greatly - thank you Christi.
Nandhi, your posts are always an inspiration to me and your little song also put things into perspective for me.
count your blessings
name them one by one
count your blessings
see what god has done
count your many blessings…
And bless you emc for being so inquisitive, honest, naked and skillful in the way you communicate.

[Katrine (Katrine Kristiansen)]

Hi Louis

When I focused on the love too much it became foggy and restraining in some way.

Yes.
Let the love focus on you…not the other way around. For this - allowance is needed. Receptivity. The passive activity of being open. Be available. Then the light rushes in…
I experience that…I must want it (the light/love) so much that I give myself up (I come to a point where I simply see that it is hopeless…nothing i can do other than being quiet inside)…and I can’t give myself up if I don’t allow myself…even if it breaks my heart, I must allow what is. I can’t be one without the other. For it is not only the light that rushes in…everything else does too. That is why it is hard to bear.
But the heart never really breaks…it is I (the stubbornness…the lazyness) that break. And it hurts terribly. But the payback…oh, it is worth it a thousand times.

It seems like the outer life of boundaries and relationships is in a constant juggling act with the inner world of breaking down boundaries. It’s seems like the two have to be integrated in tandem. A bit of work on the inner and then integrate this in the outer. Does this make sense?

Yes…
The outer and inner are already integrated, though. The outer is always a reflection of the inner. Boundaries originates inside…and are then reflected outside. Inner work is all there is. If a barrier is truly understood and seen, then it will automatically drop away in the outer life also. So yes…always in tandem. As One.

I’ve had this in the back of my mind. I had a experience with an angel some years ago when I needed some answers to a life dilemma. The experience was one talking to an angel and of golden light flooding my being. All my question were answered fully.
It is also curious to me that, for the past few months, when I say the word “wisdom” in samyama, I generally experience a golden light coming into my being.

How beautiful, Louis
Thank you for the golden inspiration

[Katrine (Katrine Kristiansen)]

Hi emc

This is truly a gift, to be able to share with you! I deeply thank you for your enthusiasm!

And bless you for the space created, emc

[nandhi (Nandhi Tapasyogi)]

aum
sacred divine friends, beloveds of oneness as one experienced,
when words have condensed to single thoughts that is nourished in silence that enables our cave of limitations to transcend to be the cosmic cave, each thought counts.
divine sakthi emc, always a joy to hold thought as the transformed peace of the moment, war over and won by pure love in your sacred sphere. thank you for reaching thoughts!
divine katrine, your radiant embrace that flows from your being is love as wisdom- gratitude!
sacred sparkle, yes, in the ancient joys is the knowing. when each cell in gratitude has condensed to the now moment, time transcends as wisdom flows as to be received. knowing gratitude for each breath’s surrendered joy, all in perfection blossoms!
christi, bright ancient love form, divine embrace to you.
… and all other here, in our space of love shared.
of these moments as tantric truth-
alight, the body we sought and then through the body as orgasm we knew and in the knowing we celebrate the eternal orgasmic surrender within each breath to attain the supreme orgasm each breath.
the sought body of love that is on pathway to light flows from the inspired grace. the grace of being in love.
the grace of love that dissolves the living membrane of oneness of life to be the potent energy of life force.
in the grace of love to expand to celebrate the celestial dance of supreme void and in the lovemaking cosmic union knowing ourselves as in everything in the oneness.
in the grace of love to enable human form as love sheath. angelic in presence. utilizing several disguises, and as perception of time in uplifting humanity.
the wonderful yabyum is awake in the passionate union below as knowing birth of the most desired fulfillment, so purpose is noble. pure doing from the knowing. kechari’s yabyum is breath dissolved into our oneness realm of reality revealed in manifestations, the other inner eye- the presence drawn to then be our glide as witness. the witness enjoying being evolved as spirit dancing in the human experience.
pure joys to each of us reading entwined in our thought, enjoying this inner music of our heart’s mind in words.
wellbeing, nurtured wisdom and the alight sacred joy,
jai guruve thunai!
nandhi

[emc]

nandhi,
We are blessed to have you with us here at the forum. Reading your posts is a wonder and pure transformation.
Tears of gratitude!

[nandhi (Nandhi Tapasyogi)]

aum
divine emc, a sacred joy and deep gratitude to share our realms! thank you for your wonderful being!
all in perfect grace!

[nandhi (Nandhi Tapasyogi)]

aum
jai guruve thunai!
divine beloveds of oneness,
may all the masters grace as one be ours.
when st francis of assisi, or any awake being is asked for a blessing through our knowing of oneness, what will they choose to gift us in this time, the present moments we are in?
in those days of intense flogging of the body & mind as firewood to be tapas fire, the eternl spirit and the human intent was realized. the ultimate intent of the sages of oneness was to be eternal peace so to be present in everyone through future as the breath and the knowing beyond breath that breath leads in the awake state of being one in all- to be the supreme peace within breath as the wisdom guiding colective humanity’s intellect. knowng this inner breath of tranquil joys is the intellect that leads to immortality, the tantric beloved oneness beyond death that transcends the temporary to eternal through evolved grace.
all tapas yogis pray that as body the karmic past is ash as the inner radiant joy lamp is lit, burning away the ‘me’ and ‘my’ and ego- each breath to be the fire of awareness to be in the now moment that has broken free to all.
now awake in each of our breath in knowing of the ultimate gratitude in every moment, may inspired grace flow from knowing purpose be revealed as the third eye awake. the third eye is the yoni- frog like to enjoy absorbtion into the lingam, the infinite grace that is siva mayam- the cosmic lovemaking. siva mayam is our reality, the celebrated dance of knowing that then adorns the human mind to serve. to serve humanity. to ascend humanity through our inner tapasic joys as the radiant inner fire lit.
when the supreme breath that transcends within each has dissolved into the sacred muladhara in the inhale to nurture the inner lamp, we are alight as tapasyogis. our tantira yoga is lit through resonance of ‘aaaaaahhhhhaaah’ that converges the primal sensual orgasm into the primal goddess that celebrates the birthing joys of each thought.
awake we are the knowers of the body in its limits of the five elements and the being of the supreme spirit and enjoy the various disguises as in human realities.
we are the knower, the ones who are awake in ‘ari’. ari is lord vishnu, the sustaining energy of the divine.
ari means the awake.
we are ariven, the knower
the sacred wish of st francis, the siddhar masters, the awake beings and the boddisattvas is that they as one in humanity as the momentum of evolving grace- present and awake in all. empowered ancient energies are eternal and we are the blossom of that knowing as our awareness is constant yoga, enjoying yogic wisdom through our intellect, graced by the guru. the inner guru being the wisdom that guides our intellect. the externals, all forms finding the singular form that we call ours over the remnant ego.
in this allness is the big hug to each of you, sacred masters of this giant infinite moment!
blessing overflowing and absorbed to be freedom to transform cages of perception to celebrate our enshrined beloved one!
the beloved awake, blessings as wellbeing and fulfilled grace that inspires.
aum namah sivaya

[emc]

“I have read this post many times, and something is calling me to read it, though I’m afraid I don’t follow all of your beautiful poetic expressions, since English is not my first language.”
Oh, this is a journey to enjoy! Funny mind putting up defense of not understanding language. The language of IT is felt and experienced and I see now how I was drawn to these posts of nandhi, oh, you sacred, beautiful, lovely being reflecting clear as a chrystal the Truth and Love of the Cosmos! I did not follow it all due to lack of realization. Now it is perfectly clear what is written here! I bow in gratitude for the cleansing of our distortions that happen while reading your posts overflowing with wisdom and love.
The guru-chakra is pink and it blows you away! But as soon as you make a story out of the experience of that immense force flowing through, it is no more. It is only in the now. When mind steps in, reflecting back to the experience, it kills it! Story-telling draws you back to mind, ego and illusion. Story-telling is wonderful in that it inspires others and reminds them - it is truly a beautiful way of sharing, but to the SELF it is nothing. The universe don’t say AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH as it does to pure experience, but still, it loves and loves again the mind game unconditionally.
Nandhi, I am speachless! I am still distorted (still dancing the tango of I and me) and fail to be true when I meet the friction and get pierced by the coarse, but I see how the coarse gets finer from being met by the fine, and even more miraculously: also the finer gets finer by being pierced since it creates a constant growing in the universe and concsciousness is ever expanding with the help from the coarse.

[nandhi (Nandhi Tapasyogi)]

aum
sacred one, your name emc is so beautiful as in essence of whom you are. the sacred wisdom joys you are in alighting as awake energy, the matter that is to the absorbed mind the body dissolved in consciousness and as fire contained in divine purpose- where the two has become one and having become holds opposites within to become one.
the sacred passionate joys of the course matter orgasmically fueling the reality calories of each day as inspired work, that enables wellbeing energies in our human realities to flow.
the tantric breath of oneness below and as above through body as in the perpetual roast by the spirit as in each breath and then celebrating freedom of being . being, the jiva mutka. the awake. the ariven.
sensuality a human dance celebrated to hold the two- the duals of perception so attains:
empowered death like sleep into oneness as surrender of bdy, thoughts and be refreshed as body again. the spirit enjoying the body. the body as donkey transformed to be the stead as the wings of being alight.
the oneness spirit we are awake in the passion joys of the union that has the shrine alight so the inner lights the highest purpose.
coming back to the body realms of experience to drink the nectar of celebrations in knowing perfect grace, we sing the inner joys beyond mantra, the resonance of the inner loud music as the dance of simply just being!
as the river enjoys the sensual becoming of the ocean each breath and as the current enjoying a straight spine that is alight from the lowest spine upwards, open our heart.
sit in the squat posture
make a straw with our tongue and inhale from the muladhara
exhale say ‘aaaaaaah’ from the muladhara fire that sets alight the lower back fire.
body erect, lingam becoming and the 5 element awake in the awareness and each breath the yoni. the spirit is being the 6 dimensional. skanda guru. lord muruga, mahaavathar babaji and empowered light forms- all as one in experience.
making love each breath.
samadhi wisdom flow and as in depth of silence chooses just the optimal momentum to enhance and magnify manifestations through collective oneness.
6 is a tantric number.
the five is revealed in our meditative inner journey becoming spirit that is experience of joy- satchidananda.
the four as muladhara fire have set alight the guru chakra above the navel.
the third as the primal fire of the muladhara set alight each breath
the two is the duality, the 2/3 of wholeness were we enjoy all human states.
of all human states, the love making energy having become pure fire that perches up like a little bird hoping up branch to branch. ascending each breath for the higher inner view from our window less surrender to collapse into light.
this one.
the light that angel gabriel too collapsed into.
nothing here changes.
all the same light.
the light that shone through the mind of each prophet, saint, awakened, awake and enlightened that is so much the still center but on an ascended journey.
the light of purpose that the sparrow of the mind sees and joyfully flies into. the little bird of thought that guides the inner fire above through breath. in the joyful karma of doing, dissolving into.
dissolved into knowing purpose, life force graces the mind entity to become, so as eagle now gliding effortlessly- the yogic journey of each day and then the night and then both, day and night consumed by the turiya fire. the sun knows no day and night. around fullness does the incomplete gravitate to be complete.
the eagle being one within air and beyond air. may the glide experience be ours.
our collective prayers for all as evolved to experience yogic grace.
above as one and below as one in a big cosmic embrace to each of you,
may our inner joys triumph- saivam vetri!
love flows of each to be our ocean of oneness in enjoying the joys of being aware.
being lit.
enjoying job of alighting!
blessed as in the knowing
the ariven.

[nandhi (Nandhi Tapasyogi)]

aum
in this map is the pathway of knowing joy as discipline that is love form, liberated and ascending!
in this cave we carry in each breath is the limitless surrender in humility to acquire the breathless one, our realm of oneness
the lingam awake and that is dance in the expanded mind of oneness arouse and awake. body entwined each breath in the joyful inner fire.
receiving as inspired rejuvenating energies is the yoni. she, the provider of experience and in the lotus blossom unfolding each thought, the millions of petals- each petal a life time surrendered from the heart. as the yoni fire that enable grandness of birth. birth of these auspicious moments before each of us. isnt it?
receiving and giving as in totality of oneness is the inner joyful fire, the yoga we do within that is expanded wholeness, nurtured lit body as shrine. shrine housed by the breath and the knowers of breath- cosmic joys of lovemaking transcending to be angelic.
the knower of purpose.
the knower is ariven. the awake.
so as to represent collective consciousness we enjoy our human experienced most times surrendered to breath…stretching the body…through the extra spaces… where supreme silence holds and flows as grace through the body.
… like a cobra and finding joys of surrender of body, me and mine and ego in the cosmic lingam we each are, we are alight erect with the lover back fire enjoying the dance in the human realities.
this cosmic lingam is lord siva as satchidananda… the love formed beloved we become in the joys of union.
finding form, we are knowers of time and the experience within it and beyond time as the sacred womb of mind that allows this infinite wisdom. receiving time has come.
humility enabled by knower of grace so our being as a ship through the large purpose before us.
inspired purpose. passionate purpose.
our time has come.
a tantric yogini/yogi is rich in purpose so to enable body be swan, alight and healing to all as the overflow of wellbeing- the true sacred divine gift to enjoy inspired fires of eternal warmth and light.
blessings of each to each
pranaams wonderful delightful dolphins!
jai guruve thunai
tapasyogi kalathi adiyen nandhi
in love dissolve as one to be all- anbe sivam!
ariven, the awake.
aum

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finding form, we are knowers of time and the experience within it and beyond time as the sacred womb of mind that allows this infinite wisdom. receiving time has come.
humility enabled by knower of grace so our being as a ship through the large purpose before us.
inspired purpose. passionate purpose.
our time has come.

nandhi, this is so beautiful that the clocks stop!
Could you tell more about the purpose and the passion?

[nandhi (Nandhi Tapasyogi)]

aum
divine eva, this is an empowering question. gratitude for asking!
the ones who brought great changes to humanity as leaders also have been noted to have had a phenomenal sexual drive. in the theories of ‘pranic healing’, the largeness of the muladhara fire is said to be the extent the person is capable of manifesting.
history has shown that the most atrocious and brutal tyrants when woken up spiritually did change the course of humanity- like emperor constantine, emperor ashoka.
when nandhi realized that he would leave india for good, he did an intense pilgrimage meeting his masters and asking them for- a. a photo that conveys their energies/blessing b. a few words of wisdom for humanity.
siddhar mahasivaswamy, a realized master who lives in the forest, after descending into samadhi for half hour emerged out to say these words- ‘may the muladhara of humanity be awake’.
the one who knows purpose is christ and the realization of our divine purpose happens when our third eye is awake.the third eye opens with divine divine grace that has been built with lifetimes of divine journeying.
from the muladhara fire that makes babies, the fire reaches the third eye energy field to manifest the highest purpose. the reason why ganapathy is worshiped is to enable transform passion to purpose.
with the knowing of divine purpose, the passion fire is orgasmic, inspired, and flowing to be the creative juices that rejuvenate. fulfillment and abundance flows naturally from the awake muladhara that is connected to the knower of purpose.
all the sacred joys in the knowing of the inner fires!
aum