My kundalini awakening

I usually write in verse. This poem was penned around 2-years back ~

My Kundalini Awakening

Part-1: Preamble

God loves us, so He split Himself in two
Motionless as space, kinetic as time
Shiva and Shakti; truth known to but few
As the word of God - Om sounded life’s chime

God’s vibration caused a ripple effect
Sacred geometry came into play
Made in God’s image, we’re free from defect
Provided our soul makes love its mainstay

Just as God is, we too are living light
But it’s a truth we do not recognise
We descend on earth to garner clear sight
That like sages of old, we become wise

Earth life is harsh; for now, we must endure
Our ascent is assured, if heart be pure

Part-2 Lower mind

Our ascent is assured, if heart be pure
As a child we’re free, from fetters of mind
But ego cravings makes our heart unsure
And we’re soon gripped in its relentless bind

We flit about from desire to desire
Our quest of course is joy that does not end
Reaching exhaustion, we finally tire
To enigmatic space, our will we bend

Ceasing striving, we meld head with our heart
The voice of conscience becomes our true guide
With each breath intake, we make a fresh start
Feeling bliss magnetism throb deep inside

The serpent rises; there’s no stopping Her
Chakras up to navel, begin to whir

Part-3 Higher mind

Chakras up to navel, begin to whir
They’re the earth, water and fire attribute
Our heart urges that with love we concur
Renouncing fear, remaining resolute

In time, our throat tingles and crown pulsates
Kundalini pierces chakras seven
We feel sublime joy that never abates
Divine Mother takes us straight to heaven

Space flickers, igniting our palms and feet
We’re transfixed in boundless bliss elation
In energised silence, we feel upbeat
It is a divine entwined flirtation

Wisdom downloads follow, when we are still
We do nothing, save surrendering will

Part-4 The dark void

We do nothing, save surrendering will
Divine Mother moves within, as She likes
Dark voids within form soon begin to fill
Rapture heightens whenever bliss throb spikes

A day comes when our fontanel is pierced
We employ free will, agreeing to die
It’s a happenstance that is unrehearsed
Then into the dark void, we wingless fly

We behold the voice of God, loud and clear
He shares deep truths in words loving and kind
We sense Him near but He does not appear
Perhaps it’s because, we are as yet blind

Repeated immersions put us at ease
We begin to flow like the morning breeze

Part-5 Polarity balance

We begin to flow like the morning breeze
What we know is something no book can teach
The flow of life we embrace and release
All is within hermit, within our reach

Male and female hormones within us mix
It’s both disconcerting and unnerving
We resist, fearing ethereal tricks
But our spirit guide says, we’re deserving

Energies balanced, we shift to the head
It’s Hirayangarbha, cosmic ovoid
By the voice of our guide, we’re inward led
For we’re no longer by ego decoyed

Pardon us dear reader, for our diction
We know that the truth’s stranger than fiction

Part-6 Divine union

We know that the truth’s stranger than fiction
Cosmic egg splits, Shiva-Shakti emerge
It is grace of course, God’s benediction
They descend to heart and we feel bliss surge

Our central vein, Sushumna’s ignited
Each node within form dances with delight
Soul’s ascent is gently expedited
Bliss pulsates within by day and by night

We remain in all-time meditation
Moment by moment, we slowly transform
An ever present orientation
We surrender to this benign bliss storm

Teleported to heaven’s zenith height
In timeless time we become living light

Part-7 Ego death

In timeless time we become living light
God forgives karmic sins and we sail on
He bestows upon us spherical sight
Ego dies and we become the twice born

Upon ego death, its cravings too cease
We find Self in a singularity
As living light, we’re complete and at peace
We see this truth with utmost clarity

With freedom absolute, we yet return
For there still remains, soul work to be done
Plunging Self in fire, we willingly burn
It matters not now, God and Self are one

Life’s like a dream, beauteous is each hue
God loves us, so He split Himself in two

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Atributeless raw power

we make these short notes

perhaps for a latter review

as a historical landscape

marking events significant

as it happened within form

in definitively felt physicality

that our affirmation reassures

others along the same path

of the validation of this truth

around the autumn of 2018

our heart asked a question

asking why we choose fear

arising out of misalignment

of mind with current of love

needlessly causing anxiety

consciousness contraction

distanced from divine source

of bountiful loving abundance

truth always is unapologetic

as also inconvenient to face

since the ego feels insecure

being a dweller of darkness

thus fears self-luminescence

innate to our soul presence

which is so until we pause

shifting into tranquil silence

abandoning all that is false

no sooner we took one step

to drop evident negativity

the divine impulse filled us

bridging illusionary chasms

beginning with tranquil calm

as we internalised attention

divine energy one day rose

from root to crown swiftly

ushering polarity balance

parallel inner developments

oneness experiences in void

culminated in divine union

of the one divided into two

within Anahata heart centre

resulting in a bliss explosion

igniting the central funnel

as benediction permanent

purring within day and night

wisdom downloads followed

signalling love alone as real

with truth of oneness known

samadhi state experienced

as invisible space flickered

palms and feet soles aglow

transmitters and receptors

in resonance with vibrations

emanating from our heart

bliss apart now sheer power

as the spinal column shakes

with million volts of electricity

reverberating within uniformly

this happen chance automatic

with no doing done on our part

save witnessing in acceptance

as thunderous benign brute force

thus makes its presence known

in stillness

(penned on 01-April, 2021)