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Hello AYP community
It has been quite a while since my last posts. I had to make a break with practises because of healthy reasons which is difficult for me and makes me sad and confused. About 2 years ago I was diagnosed with hiatal hernia - it is when your stomach pushes up through a diaphragm into cavity chest. It causes many difficult symptoms - pressure at diaphgram area, pain, burning ( heartburn, reflux). Drugs presribed by doctors help only little and only lessen symptoms also causing other symptoms like gases, bloating , diarrhea. Drugs also ausing that vitamins and minerals are not enough absorbed which causing domina effect for health and reently I had many other difficulties. Surgery is an option but only 20 % of people are satisified after and you get other symptoms and difficulties with digestive system so at this point it is not worthy a risk and it change anatomy of your stomach which cannot be reversed. Time BEFORE this hernia occured I had spent on healing my body from trauma - doing asanas, emotional work, body work, psychology work etc to relax my body , make it free of trauma, PTSD. I have alse opened extatic conductivity which was working through me. It is very difficult situation and it is easy to imagine how problems with hiatal hernia where whole body is under stress is just opposite for what I was working on. Hiatal hernia causes problems with vagus nerve and whole digestive track, it mimics problems with heart chakra causing anxiety ( heartburn) and other chakras below as chakras are going the same way as digestive track. Digestive track is where most serotonine receptors are placed so it has tremendous influence on your psyhology and also digestive track is where kundalini is going ( I believe that vagus nerve could be a main track for kundalini energy, but I don’t know). Also the kundalini energy is going up which is opposite to peristaltis of digestive track, so you can imagine the tension here. Also the sensitivity caused by kundalini makes dealing with hiatal hernia syndrome even harder. I was very passionate about yoga and searching for the truth but now I feel like I am in the trap, like I have to give up yoga with this ailment. Now I am trying to give up drugs and will try many natural therapies i found in the intenet. At some point I want also to go back to yoga practises but I am afraid and I don’t want to make things worse and more difficult. Some say that you have to spend many years of yoga and cleaning and purifiing your body , preparing your body so it is healthy before you start extatic conductvity - so is my yoga over? I am sorry for many details but I wanted to show you my situation. I am desperate and I am looking for any help so I will take anything. Please add me to samyama list if possible - I will appreciate this very much. I feel bad also that I was not enough helpful for others and looking only for help for myself.