In the past several months I’ve noticed that electronics seem to malfunction or behave strangely around me. I use a lot of technology at work and am used to troubleshooting systems where things are expected to go wrong, but the past few months have felt off-the-charts in the number of things that are happening: computers freezing or restarting for seemingly no reason on projects I’m in charge of, equipment getting into faulty states for seemingly no reason when I arrive, and even an instance of lights flickering in a friend’s apartment when we were deep in spiritual conversation. Part of me thinks it’s just in my head, but I can’t shake the suspicion that it’s not.
I used to experience a more positive/neutral version of this more than a decade ago before I ever got into yoga and when my nervous system was purer than it is now (in a way). Back then I would commonly experience streetlights turning off when I passed by, and it got to the point where my partner at the time started to notice as well and admitted it was strange. However, I haven’t experienced things like this in a while, and this time around it feels…messy and frustrating. I keep joking with coworkers and friends that I’ve become haunted.
I’m saying all of this to sort of wonder out loud if, since I don’t have an actively awakened Kundalini, could this even be effecting my surroundings yet? My knee-jerk reaction is to say that yes, of course I have effects on my environment even if Kundalini isn’t awake yet. And maybe it’s an imbalance in me that’s making the effects come out as negative consequences in my environment instead of everything going extra smoothly? Thoughts?
P.S. I know this topic has come up in the past on the forum, but I’d like to hear from the more recent community, particularly about if it’s possible to turn the chaos into order.
This is something I experienced for a while. Electrics seemed top behave in a strange way when I was around. I walked into the place where a friend was staying once and her music collection, which was on a mini-disc, wiped itself, so that she could not listen to any of the songs any more. Computers would randomly restart and light bulbs would blow. It lasted for a few years, maybe three or four, and then stopped. I cannot say why it started, or why it stopped? Now everything seems to work fine around me and I rarely have any electrical issues.
Glad to know it’s in the realm of possibilities. It still could be all in my head, but I’m just a bit concerned that if this can happen without an awakened Kundalini, what on earth is possible once she’s awake? The amount of responsibility it must take to not accidentally cause chaos!
I don’t think it is a linear line on a graph, in the sense that the more energetically awakened someone is, the more chaos they create around them. If it was, saints would be refusing invitations to visit Microsoft HQ!
It is more of a bell curve where people peak quite early on in terms of the amount of chaos created!
I wanted to follow up on this, because it’s only gotten worse. I work with several laptops at work, and all of them have issues like freezing up and/or restarting randomly. It could definitely be a specific software (one of them is known for being a bit of a nuisance), but the symptoms vary somewhat from computer to computer like personality quirks. I’m also very familiar with computer issues, but this is the most frustrated I’ve ever been. And just yesterday I got home to find that my personal computer had rebooted into an error state and windows needed to be completely reinstalled!
I’ve also randomly had trouble with the Bluetooth connectivity in my car, which is rare. I get that it’s almost certain that I’m noticing more things going wrong because I’m thinking about it, but I’m serious when I say this feels very potent and abnormal.
Why this is so interesting to me is that I’ve been in a rather ungrounded state as of late: not overload, but just not taking as good of care of myself as I want. And yet, despite some unhelpful habits that are counter to my spiritual goals, there are still some openings occurring in the nervous system - mainly the heart, left arm & leg, and head. I guess what I’m thinking is that if there’s an increase in the general flow of a field around me like a electric/magnetic field, then it might be flowing chaotically because of the imbalances/impurities. I almost want this to be true, because if I can ground myself more, then what if the reverse could be true where things just randomly work out well!? That’s a problem I’d love! Maybe the universe is just trying to force me to relinquish some of my attachments by frustrating me.
For over a year now, I have been having trouble with water!! I have never heard anyone reported this one before. I believe it started with the moon blocking my root chakra, all pipes went hay-wire in the house. Flooding every other day. I ended up having the whole house re-plumbed.
It was when one day that I arrived at the office to find a large pool of water on the floor that I started suspecting I may be the cause. There are no clear source for the water. It had rained the night before but why was it just my office flooded, I don’t know.
Sey, that sounds uniquely frustrating. You should go hang out somewhere there’s a drought; they need you!
Also, I’m interested in what you mean about the moon blocking your root chakra. I’ve heard you mention similar things in the past, and I’ve always wondered, are you describing symbolic or energetic experiences in meditation that give you this knowledge, or is this gleaned from something like astrology or tarot? Curious if you’re willing to share more.
Such “synchronicities” can be funny, but not so funny when they are disrupting our life, or our budget! It could be viewed as a form of purification extending around us, hopefully without too much mayhem. The good news is that it will become much less, particularly when we stop entertaining the idea that we are in some way the cause. Unintentional samyama?
Decades ago I was in a spiritual discussion group, and when we started discussing synchronicity, strange things began happening with members of the group. It was typically street lights going out when passing under them, glitches with electronics, mechanical watches going haywire, unexplained leaky faucets, etc. And it seemed to be happening more often as we discussed it and related phenomena in several weekly meetings. Then one night as my wife and I were driving by a large shopping center with dozens of bright lights in the parking lot, the whole place suddenly went dark. That was when I suggested we stop talking about synchronicity in the group.
Haven’t seen much of it in the decades since. And happy to report no floods. You will move beyond these unintended inconveniences. Just the opposite will be happening. Nature will be rushing to support your stillness in action and outpouring divine love.
When I speak of seeing things (such as the moon in my root chakra), it is truly inner seeing - some would call it seeing with the third-eye.
There are a couple of exit points to into our Universe, for example, the palm of my hands, the sole of my feet. Bringing my attention to them will draw me into the outer space.
Exiting through the root chakra and you would fall into lower realms. These are expended, but I believe natural abilities, one gains from the practice of meditation.
I have noticed, however, the more the witness dissolves in union - the less noticeable are these abilities. It all just blends into nothingness / everythingness. Then only the ordinary remains.
