I had a very interesting experience while meditating long time ago. I was very concentrated, I experienced vibrating input from all of my senses. I’d focus on these vibrations and they’d vibrate faster and faster. The last step was to focus on the vibration of cosciousness itself (vibrating act of noticing phenomena). These vibes would speed up too until the cosciousness “dissolved” it self. Then, my head would “open” like this. There was this blue fluorescent grid that turned “inside out” into a hypersphere, it was exactly like this one. My surroundings dissolved into beautiful fluorescent rainbow shades.
The sphere would then emit fibers of blue light from each of its cells. These fibers were composed of smaller fibers, which consisted of other fibers, etc. Finally the smallest fiber contained 3d models of various objects and creatures in and endless succession. There was so much information contained in that experienced, I felt like connected to a optic fiber that flooded my brain with information.
This experience ended after some time (probably under a minute) with a feeling that I had contact with something of divine nature.
My questions are:
did anyone had a similar experience?
what happened and what did I “access”? what it brahman?
PS
Just before my head “opened” there was an automatic movement composed of two parts:
pushing my sternum bone forward (there was a sensation of something unlocking in the center of my chest),
moving both of my hands (wrists, with hands extended) backwards at high speed. There was a sensation of invisible “shackles” on my wrists unlocking and disappearing
Hi microcosm,
Thank you for sharing your beautiful experience. Through the years I had beautiful blue experiences, like yours they sometimes came with a kind of unlocking body parts.
I see it at this moment as opening up to the infinite. It was for me helpful to write experiences in a journal. The writing gave me further insights, and I had to express them somewhere.
One day I burned ritually my journals, they felt like luggage I carried around. It was time to stay open and relax in the not knowing. And also that was a beautiful blissful experience.
It’s weird. The ancient yogis apparently used to have fantastic fractal visions all the time during meditation. But it’s almost unheard of these days unless the person describing it is high on shrooms or lsd lol. Personally speaking, though, I’ve never experienced what you have without some psychadelic assistance.
