last night, I felt very lonely, so I invoked Him.I am drawn to Lord Shiva.So He came, as we picture Him, wearing a cloth around his waist.Later on we were naked but He was far from me
I asked him: why are you so far? Dont leave me
He replied: I dont need to touch you.You can feel me from afar
i was able to feel him sexually
then tears started to run down my cheeks
He was surprised.He said: you can feel me so why the tears?
I found myself saying in an agitated way: I love You…I love You…God I love You…dont leave me
Then I noticed a picture of my Teacher hanging in front of my bed.He was a monk, his eyes were closed, peacefully meditating
Shiva was still in the background
I said: Swamiji I love You…I love You…God I love you…dont leave me
Then my tears stopped,my eyes fixed on the monk picture…and a deep silence came in …
Thank you for sharing…beautiful [OM] 
So dream-like so real, the transparencies aligned…you have everything and nothing at all; you have been blessed
Beautiful thanks 