In answer to your original question, for me it is, or was relational. However it is beyond that now. Far beyond, off the map completely. There are no more instructions, nothing in any books to indicate how to navigate, it’s like learning to walk all over again
I’m puzzled by a tremendous urge, an instinct to serve in some way but cannot see that there is anything that needs my service. Everything is going along perfectly without intervention, just watch the everyday things being done around me.
The dust has not settled as yet and I expect lots of after shocks.
My apologies if my original posting came across Too strongly. I’m drawing from another place and it is crystal clear and simple and quite raw and new at the same time.
Your question was the final realisation that I was on my own, it took some inertia out of it like making a newborn baby make it’s first cry of life.
