Shivers up the spine

Here is the crux of the matter(IMO)
It is one thing to get tuned into the body, but when can sensations just be sensations without some wording, explaination, description.?
Is it possible to be really out of tune and also really too tuned in?
Does every fart, rumble, jolt, and moment of ecsasty need commentary?
I cringed when I read this post because it is like a commentary that looks like to me that maybe someone is masturbating and I will offer my two cents that it is not with any electrical devices.
I am not big into masturbation-it is lonely, shallow in feeling…sometimes for me it is relaxing and I think it is ok from time to time to probe my own organ.and I refrain from thinking it is dirty…why is it any different than massaging my toes? Thank God my sexual desire is next to non existant.
And as far as that we “ALL ARE ONE”-
is it bad to touch yourself? I am not thinking of someone or mentally picturing any sexual thoughts…it is more like exploration of my own body.
IF the guru is in me–am I triggering this guru ALWAYS because the guru is in me?
If I touch myself once every blue moon is that an issue?
I came to this forum this morning just wondering…if I would have caught myself…
and lo and behold…
I am not insensitive, although in the past I certainly have demonstrated that behavior toward others.I would not want to further aggitate anyone…is masterbating very occasional masterbating creating more suffering? I suppose so if I am having a subtle argument over what I think someone is offering up two cents.
How do people attain or strive to be non-sexual?
Is there something wrong HERE?
IS there something askew in my thinking and behavior?

Sage, you lost me there. completely :grin:
Masturbation? :stuck_out_tongue:
What i see are people trying to unravel the inherent mysteries of life on Earth… and you see… masturbation?

yeah, that was last nights non-smysterious, mystery…
and todays tears all the way home from Bloomington Indy to WV.
seriously draining.
gee=
I think I better rest a bit…self pace…order some AYP books since I have just finished a job.

what?

what? what?

I came here hoping to understand this sensation. In my case, I have experienced this since early childhood. It is volitional… I “intend” a deep relaxation in my lower spine, and almost immediately I feel an explosion of electrical or tickling sensation that radiates from my lower spine. I always feel the sensation down my legs and up my spine as if the core of my nervous system is blasting out energy. It is almost a spasm, and only lasts as long as I focus on keeping the weird relaxation intact. I can actually hold this state for many seconds but I eventually have to stop as it tickles me to the point of distraction. I understand the basics of yoga but I am by no means adept nor practicing. What the heck am I feeling?

cecil,
i don’t know what it is.
what i can tell you is what i explained in my last post.
this is not the same as the movement of prana
and the majority of people don’t experience it, regardless.
but it is interesting, isn’t it?