My apologies to all readers of the thread. The post that formerly occupied this position has been deleted in its entirely. With all due respect to the readers, I cannot in good conscience leave the post as it was. I had described a visualization and my experience with siddhis. If there are any inquiries about the former post I will do my best to answer any questions responsibly and with discretion. Sorry for the inconvenience and/or disappointment that may result from this action.
Sincerely,
parvati
Miracle
A lot has happened since the last post. That visualization signaled the universe I needed a miracle and was ready to receive one. It was like a prayer except a little more powerful because creativity and focused intent were employed to manifest the visualization. My announcement was that I was ready to unload all this nonsense from past life memories and needed a teensy bit of high-powered help.
I didn’t really expect a miracle but my heart and mind were open and receptive should one appear. It was shown to me how I was corded to memories of the past life events and because of those cords was being held in bondage to them.
Shakti helped disconnect me from those cords. She didn’t do it all as I was working with her. It was at the cellular level. These cords had embedded themselves deep in my cellular memory. They had to be loosened up, dislodged, extracted and disposed of. I am now, without a doubt, completely disconnected from those past life events. The cords have been broken that bound me to them.
The images are still coming up but have no effect on me. Because I’m not resonating with them anymore, they can’t evoke a response. I haven’t done my happy dance yet. Still processing all this. It’s been quite the day.
Words can’t even express how much better I feel. Thank you Jesus and Shakti 
May we all be enfolded in love 
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“I am now, without a doubt, completely disconnected from those past life events.”
Awesome! I kind of felt sickly every time you mentioned being burned at the stake in a previous life or two…how horrible to actually have the memory.
There was a ton of energy in your “siddhis” post before you removed it. Really great you worked your way through it.
Victory through multi-dimensional empowerment[OM]
Words are inadequate to describe events of the last two days. If I had to choose three words to sum up my k experience those words would be: victory-multidimensional-empowerment. Surrender to the Divine is not a passive phenomena. It is the ability to invoke and receive Divine empowerment. In other words when mountains require moving we find a way to move them. When we believe we are incapable of moving them, and we are absolutely certain that they must be moved…then we have no choice but to make ourselves available to the Divine. To be instruments of the Divine. When the Divine flows in and through us, all things are possible.
Everyone must find their own way on the path. It is presumptuous to think that what works for one will work for all. But one person’s experience - one person sharing how they found their way - can certainly provide helpful motivation. The raw truth of the matter is: if one can do it, we can all do it. The empowering victory inherent in releasing or transmuting obstructions cannot be overestimated. Transmuting tragedy to victory at the cellular/DNA level is perhaps the major way in which humanity will make its shift to the 4th/5th dimension.
Selah, think on that… 
May we all be enfolded in love
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Hi Parvati,
Could you further describe your “victory-multidimensional-empowerment”? Also, have you noticed any specific cellular DNA changes, or is it a general feeling?
Thanks, Jeff
Hi Jeff
Perhaps a reread of the thread would prove helpful to you. Cultivating earnestness is a good idea too. As you know, our paths are forged on an individual basis. Imo it would be pragmatic to ask yourself and receive answers from yourself regarding your inquiries. Wishing you the very best on your path.
May we all be enfolded in love
Hi Parvati,
As you described in one of your earlier posts, I also sometimes like to focus on/analyze the details. Hence, my questions above. I would also agree with your advice that it is always wise to look inside. 
Best wishes, Jeff
Higher Power
Consciousness more advanced than our own
From my point of view humanity is transitioning to the 4th/5th dimension. Prerequisite to this transition is partnership with the Divine or with consciousness more advanced than our own. And the means for achieving that is something we personally individually figure out for ourselves.
The Goddess Shakti is a manifestation of the Divine or Holy Spirit. Her consciousness is so far beyond our own that there is really no way to comprehend it, except through direct experience.
K awakening is spiritual boot camp. Training to work in collaboration with the Divine. From my own experience, it is not always a matter of looking within. It is the recognition of a love-consciousness-power far more expansive than my own. And so far beyond my own as to defy mental comprehension.
Shakti is the drill sergeant who gets us into shape. She does it by working directly with the individual spirit/intent/will. The fire component of our being. Fire is the agency by which she uplifts and empowers. Baptism by fire.
The mind wants to grasp everything, that is its nature. But collaboration with the Divine is beyond the mind’s ability to grasp. Once we have convinced the mind that there are certain endeavors in which it cannot provide effective assistance, it will subside and be still. But it won’t ride quietly into the sunset. It will put up a fight.
Almost everyone who has shared their k experience publically testifies that putting up a fight doesn’t work with Shakti. Eventually our minds will have no choice but to acknowledge the higher power. And give her respect as she brings us to our knees.
Having brought us to the point of humble submission to a higher power, Shakti then teaches us the art of using that power in our daily lives. The Divine current flows through us and out into the world. This power isn’t something we can greedily and selfishly keep all to ourselves. It must be shared. And it must be used for the upliftment of the entire human species and all lifeforms on Earth. That is my humble opinion on the matter.
May we all be enfolded in love
Thanks Bill. It’s been rough but exciting the last couple days as Shakti repairs my DNA and cellular memory banks. The trauma was very deep, but now the majority of it (maybe all) has been released and removed. Huge healing crisis with energy collisions and shakey nerves. At first there was relief. And then the shakey nerves. All is well now, I’m holding together and feel better than ever. But it’s like I’ve gone through major surgery. Your kind words are very much appreciated. Hope you are doing well.
May we all be enfolded in love
Sure this forum has to keep egotistical, baseless banter to a minimum.
But Parvati you’ve made it abundantly clear that you’re main motivation is to help others not feel alone who are experiencing the same energy as you. I like the way you bravely express yourself throughout your thread. Its joyous energy raging through your mind.
Your thread is in a non-AYP section of the forum about kundalini experiences. This forum is all about sharing and you do that generously. I see a lot of your statements as non-scientific but tough. Maybe you deviate from conventional form but hell the fire of God coursing through you certainly legitimizes some poetic license!
I hope you keep posting and copy and paste the following as needed:
“My thread is in a non-AYP section of the forum and I utilize poetic license as the Infinite energy rages through me and I express my God-Love in the hope of helping others.”
You don’t need my help at all. But for the sake of those of us who enjoy your thread I wish you’d use the above statement just to relieve some of the pressure off you having to respond to every challenge.
I wanted to give you more personal feedback after some of the thread drama but you don’t get messages.
Hi Bill
8th attempt to send reply - so will make it brief. Your empathy and camaraderie is so appreciated!
parvati
It was only 3 days ago that some specific past life memories were released at the cellular level. The last couple days my nerves have been a little shakey. Doing somewhat better today. This is an experiencial account not an empirical one.
The following is a product of what has been ascertained mostly through sensation, inspiration and intuition. There will be no endeavors to be rational, logical, scientific, theoretically conservative or to reiterate some conventional status quo peer-reviewed dogma. Quite the opposite. Instead there will be an attempt to describe what this experience feels like to me and/or what I think is going on.
I inquired of myself and Shakti what cellular memory is. Here is the answer that was received: Cellular memory is encoded into the DNA. It goes, at least, all the way back to our first incarnation on Earth. How accurate the received information is, or whether it is scientifically verifiable, probably no one knows for sure. I believe past life memories are stored in what has been termed junk DNA.
For purposes of this discussion we will make the following assumption. That the k awakening experience is primarily about acclimating our constitution on all levels - physical, emotional, mental and spiritual - to being carriers of a greater quantity of energy, as well as a higher frequency. And in this discussion it will be referred to as bio-electrically raising the energy threshold.
By the end of last year my constitution was acclimated to a greater quantity of energy. Much greater than that with which I had previously been comfortable. It felt balanced and harmonious. So far so good. Now fast forward to 3 days ago. Apparently I had been working on forgiving the perpetrators in one or more past lives. I was more than slightly ticked off at the people responsible for burning me at the stake. All this was going on at the subconscious level. I didn’t realize it until I looked at my response to Bill’s post where he said I too was capable of brutal honesty with myself. You can observe the reply above.
At that point it became plain to see that I was dwelling in negative territory and obsessing about what I didn’t want. So that was turned around with a potent visualization that temporarily restored emotional neutrality.
Shakti then broke my connection to the traumatic events (that were being relived via cellular memory on a daily basis). But there were still vasanas, the neural pathways that had been repeatedly traversed at subconscious levels. New neural pathways are now being traversed in order to establish an emotionally neutral attitude toward the perps. It involves breaking a deeply ingrained and old habit. While fear was flushed out and released almost immediately, anger has been an ongoing issue and is now being released. Not as quickly as I would like however.
It is my belief that the energy carrying capacity of my DNA and mitochondria have been sufficiently upgraded to boost consciousness eratically into the 4th/5th dimension. This has been accomplished through bio-electrically raising the energy threshold. My subjective experience is that energy spikes are now reaching into the 4/5 density level. I fully intend to make a quantum leap and stabilize at that level within the next 18 months. That is my focused intent.
My experience with Shakti feels as if our consciousness is often entrained. She has lifted me up to a higher level than my normal state while simultaneously lowering her own.
(Note: The following Bible reference wasn’t in unedited post)
This Bible reference has drawn me, as the state of time-bound consciousness is pondered. My focused intent is to rise above time-bound consciousness, or mental referencing by means of linear time. It is intuitively felt that the fiery furnace passage of Daniel holds a valuable clue in my endeavors to attain full resolution of the issue.
Daniel 3:16-18 NIV
“Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego replied to the king, ‘O Nebuchadnezzar, we do not need to defend ourselves before you in this matter. If we are thrown into the blazing furnace, the God we serve is able to save us from it, and he will rescue us from your hand, O king. But even if he does not, we want you to know, O king, that we will not serve your gods or worship the image of gold you have set up.’”
And that scripture reminds me of Bob Dylan’s song: Gotta Serve Somebody.
Lyrics (chorus)
“But you’re gonna have to serve somebody, yes indeed
You’re gonna have to serve somebody
Well, it may be the devil or it may be the Lord
But you’re gonna have to serve somebody”
May we all be enfolded in love
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No fear is good Parvati! 
Paramahansa Yogananda frequently emphasized the necessity of every cell of the body needing to be transformed or magnetized.
I’ve heard many of his monastics stress the same. Almost like our challenge spiritually is to simply transform the body’s cells and we’re free…but there’s still the bodies of light(astral) and thought(causal) and I don’t know how that fits in. 
Hi Bill
Astral, causal and light bodies are fascinating topics. Do you have any links or suggested reading for the italicized part? I loved Autobiography of a Yogi. Was also member of SRF for about a year.
parvati
May we all be enfolded in love
The following is quoted from Paramahansa Yogananda’s Scientific Healing Affirmations:
“Repeat affirmations firmly and with intensity and sincerity until such power is gained that one command, one strong urge from within, will be sufficient to change your body cells and move your soul to performance of miracles.”
Just off the top of my head:
“Kriya Yoga is a simple, psychophysiological method by which human blood is decarbonated and recharged with oxygen. The atoms of this extra oxygen are transmuted into life current to rejuvenate the brain and spinal centers. By stopping the accumulation of venous blood, the yogi is able to lessen or prevent the decay of tissues. The advanced yogi transmutes his cells into energy.” - AOAY Chapter “The Science of Kriya Yoga.”
“The voluntary yogi performs a simple, natural process consciously, not unconsciously like the slow paced sleeper. The Kriya Yogi uses his technique to saturate and feed all his physical cells with undecayable light and thus to keep them in a spiritually magnetized condition.” - AOAY Chapter “The Science of Kriya Yoga.”
“By Kriya, the outgoing life force is not wasted and abused in the senses, but constrained to reunite with subtler spinal energies. By such reinforcement of life, the yogi’s body and brain cells are electrified with the spiritual elixir.” - AOAY Chapter “The Science of Kriya Yoga.”
Here’s a link to the chapter:
http://books.google.com/books?id=Wymi_jlaFI4C&pg=PA401&lpg=PA401&dq=By+Kriya,+the+outgoing+life+force+is+not+wasted+and+abused+in+the+senses,+but+constrained+to+reunite+with+subtler+spinal+energies.+By+such+reinforcement+of+life,+the+yogi’s+body+and+brain+cells+are+electrified+with+the+spiritual+elixir.&source=bl&ots=lATSyoSiPM&sig=K6MaOEhTcEl2N6Tu-U5h_pr8M3k&hl=en&sa=X&ei=FH2VUdfhNqn3igL14oGIBw&ved=0CEQQ6AEwAw#v=onepage&q=By%20Kriya%2C%20the%20outgoing%20life%20force%20is%20not%20wasted%20and%20abused%20in%20the%20senses%2C%20but%20constrained%20to%20reunite%20with%20subtler%20spinal%20energies.%20By%20such%20reinforcement%20of%20life%2C%20the%20yogi’s%20body%20and%20brain%20cells%20are%20electrified%20with%20the%20spiritual%20elixir.&f=false
The last sentence of the next paragraph says the cells become “magnatized” and “self-sustained”:
“The body of the Kriya Yogi is recharged with extra energy distilled from breath and reinforced by the tremendous dynamo of energy generated in the spine; the decay of bodily tissues decreases. This lessens and ultimately makes unnecessary the blood-cleansing function of the heart. When the pulsating life of the heart pump becomes quiet, owing to nonpumping of venous blood, exhalation and inhalation are no longer needed. The life force, which was dissipated in cellular, nervous, respiratory, and heart action, withdraws from the external senses and organs and unites with the current in the spine. The Kriya Yogi then learns how to commingle the upwardly flowing life current (prana) into the downwardly flowing current (apana) and commingle the downwardly flowing current (apana) into the upwardly flowing current (prana). He thus neutralizes the dual movement, and by will power withdraws both currents into one revealing sphere of spiritual light at the point between the eyebrows. This light of pure life energy scintillates from the cerebrospinal centers directly to all the bodily cells, magnetizing them, arresting decay and growth, and making them vitally self-sustained, independent of breath or any external source of life.”
Here the atoms (and by extension the cells) become “etherealized” and “transmuted into life force”:
“In the adept practice of Kriya, the body is oxygenated and its atoms etherealized until it becomes light as a feather. Man has no idea how much power comes into the body when he has mastered the mystery of the breath. Kriya practice brings a regulated, continuous inflow of oxygen into the body, the atoms of which, by the process of pranayama, are transmuted into life force, reinforcing the subtle currents in the spine, which in turn awaken the astral cerebrospinal centers and spiritualize the entire body.” - p.823, Discourse 42, The Second Coming of Christ by Paramahansa Yogananda
Parvati I could probably find hundreds of quotes more specific about how the devotee has to change the cellular vibe. And I’ve attended hundreds of SRF services where a monostic will reiterate the same but a lot more specific than me.
After the last quoted paragraph Yogananda goes on to say some candid stuff:
“After years of successful practice, the body of the advanced Kriya Yogi becomes so spiritualized that in exalted states he can hardly feel it touch the ground. The suffusion of life force becomes so powerful that the whole body loses its delusive solidity and actually levitates. I can testify to that from my own experience. But the beginner should not expect to jump weightless tomorrow! Modern man is accustomed to getting results quickly; his industry and technology manufactures products so rapidly that he thinks there should be a convenience package of concise spiritual progress as well. A presumption of instant spiritual achievement is perhaps more than a bit audacious considering the innumerable lifetimes already spent in making oneself an unspiritual being. Even a lifelong practice is little to be required. Nevertheless, the Kriya Yoga science and art of meditation are not drudgery, because gradual transforming results are felt from the very beginning.”
Just to be clear to everyone that reads this the Kriya Yoga technique referred to in the above quotes is the same thing (essentially) as AYP’s Spinal Breathing.
Thanks for the information Bill, very interesting.
May we all be enfolded in love
Affirmation and focused intent
The experience of thousands of people indicates that affirmations work. That’s why lots of people use them.
Imo focused intent is more effective than affirmation. But they are very similar. Focused intent is like a matrix or container and you pack as much into that container as will reasonably fit. Specifying every detail you can think of. It’s like comparing a few sentences (affirmation) to a 10 page essay (focused intent). The essay conveys a great deal more information.
Focused intent + visualization imo is the most effective combination for achieving our goals, no matter what they may be. The more detail you are adding to your intent, the more believable your will is making it to your mind and ego. When you create a visualization, picture or symbolic representation of your essay - bingo…you’ve got something that communicates directly with the subconscious in its own language: Symbols.
When you visualize your intent - or the prelude to your intent - you are prepping elements of yourself, as well as the universe, into compliance with what you believe you require. Your will is determining what you will get and how you will get it. And most importantly, your will is over-riding mental and ego factors - that may oppose, sabotage or refuse to believe your conscious will to be effective in getting what it wants.
Visualization proves that your goal is indeed manifestable because you have, in a sense, already manifested it via your creative visualization. You are a creator. See how that works? You have given the universe every architectural detail necessary for framing your dream. And that is a huge step toward its real life 3D actualization. As a blueprint is usually prerequisite to the successful building of a house, you are providing the universe with said requisite blueprint.
It has been emphasized that we become familiar with the techniques involved in getting what we want, because many many people are doing just the opposite, i.e., their energy is going into what they don’t want. Imo before we can adquately let go of attachment and aversion…we must have at least a little working knowledge in determining what we want, as well as avoiding what we don’t want.
As we become more adept in our partnership with the Divine, unwise and selfish ego desires will diminish. Those are the ones that tend to throw up obstructions on the spiritual path. When our desires are wise and compassionate, they will be in alignment with divine will. Then they will be helpful to everyone, including ourselves.
There will perhaps be a point in your future evolution, if not at the present time, when you will become an instrument of divine will. You will know righteousness. You will be righteousness. And you will need the universe to implement righteousness. What is happening now on every level on planet Earth is maybe 85-90% wrongness. That needs correcting. Who will correct it? We will.
Changing about a dozen words of Yogananda’s quote yields this powerful statement:
Hold focused intent with clarity, precision and intensity until such power is gained that one announcement to the universe, one strong urge from within, will be sufficient to change your body cells and move your soul to performance of miracles. Now add your creative visualization and you triple your chances of enabling a miracle. In addition to being well on your way in transitioning to 4th/5th density (imo).
However as Yogananda says, this needs be done with sincerity. If you don’t believe your affirmation or intent will be manifested, then you are probably wasting your time. Revise your affirmation or intent to be within the realm of possibility from your point of view. And try to remember that with the Divine, all things are possible.
May we all be enfolded in love[OM]
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